hellos.
it's another happy day. LOL.
had SUPER BORING lessons.
then mdm ngo finally announces that those who opt for art might be going for a course about fashion design!!!!!
i'm SOOO happy.
when sixuan told me about it ytd, i'm JUMPING, yes, JUMPING for joy. hahas.
and EVERYTHING IS SOLVED.
went back home alone.
with jieyi(2A de) and her fren.
ohyahh, thkks for sharing the umbrella with me.
hahas.
i'm going to start this thing from today onwards.
would post 1 picture of them everytime i post.
i'm CRAZY~~ over it! hahas.
♥ 6:11 PM
today was suppose to be a good day.
*cos of free periods. hahas!*
all went fine but it all happened at after sch
when we go support sixuan, yokeling they all for their audition for o'level music.
i noe i really outdated larhhh.
some ppl already noe what's going on but i onli noe it today.
i shan't say what really happens
but it's just that i think almost the WHOLE chinese dancers malign verna saying that she say they dance very lan.and verna was hurt because of their attitude towards her.
if it's me i will oso very sad one lorhhhh!
even though some of them apologised and hugged her but she still cried.
cos of the atiitude they gave her earlier on.
anyway.
just now when sixuan cry horhh cos of that thing.
she's somehow ermmm, related to it.
and i cried too!
*BOOOHOOO.*
i dun noe why i cry but i felt like crying and i cried.
with sixuan.
and when they say wahh, sixuan cry i oso cry. best fren until like that.
i laughed and ltr oso found out sixuan oso laughed at this point.
but they tot sixuan cried worse. and i continued to cry(after i laugh. hahas.)
and then they say dun cry liiao.
i stopped and laugh. sixuan oso laughed.
it's SOOO unintentional we laughed and cried almost AT THE SAME TIME.
hahas.
i've been laughing all the way home cos i keep thinking these scenes.
we like xin dian gan ying.
LOL.
then they asked us HUGHUG.
and we hugged!
hahas.
it makes me abit gang ga because i like a guy hugging his gf like that lorhh.
sixuan just put her head on my shoulder and i hugged her.
LOL.
is like sixuan is shijini and i am bae yong joon.
HAHAHAHAHA!
the drinking wine part!!!! AHHHHH!
hahas.
sorry. i very crazy about this show and especially that part((:
so romantic!! ;D
okkay.
enuff of laughing.
hahas(oops! i laughed again!).
gotta bathe now.
byebye~
and verna GANMA dun sadsad!!!!
PAT.PAT! ;D
and sixuan, we will support you, all the way!!! YAYYY~~~
♥ 7:15 PM
hellos.
finally decided to put those parts that are invisible out to let everyone see.
cos i can't take it anymore LONGER.
lessons are boring..
cca till late evening.
sianzz.
i was just sitting there seeing the better sec twos and sec threes dancing.
should let us off early instead lorhhh.
hahas.
gotta go bathe liiao.
*DUN PEEEK* hahas.
byebye((:
took this thing from farren's blog
IT'S RATHER TRUE!!
hahas((:
What Foo Jie Yi Means |
You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings. You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun. Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.
You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.
You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. |
♥ 5:12 PM
hellos.
really happy when i received a sms from peishan saying that she not angry with me le.
but she's still angry with sixuan.
now?
i think she's angry with me again
cos i asked her to forgive and forget and told her that sixuan nv act emo. LOL.
no choice but i have to state it clear.
if not this misunderstanding will go on and on...
i wanted to write about wad had REALLY happened and how i felt that monday.
which actually in peishan's post,
she missed out part of the story and she said sixuan act emo.
i think she may had told her story to some people already.
they may had already believed her and is standing on her side, wadever.
i can't take it anymore. i HAVE to write this.
that monday;;
we were actually at verna's house at first
when sixuan called saying that we can go her house.
we reached her house and practised singing.
sixuan can't possibly learn finish the song's piano piece by thursday,
so she say she is giving up on practising the piano piece,
she would wan to sing instead.
she asked many times to peishan whether she can sing or not but peishan kept silent.
then, me and chinbee say can let sixuan try.
(she may go out of tune in some parts
but she can realli sing well in some other parts. )
but then peishan kept silent again.
then sixuan got abit frustrated and so she went to her room.
(this is where peishan is saying that sixuan act emo in her post.)
i went to comfort sixuan 1st.
then chinbee and verna.
and she cried.
she said that she wanted to sing but peishan dun let her.
SHE CRIED.
i've never seen her cry before in my whole life because she was hurt by a person.
i onli see her cry before in church(quite a few times bahh..)
and when we watch '10 promises to my dog'. (so far i remember..)
we comforted her as best as we could.
and me and chinbee tried to solve the problem.
we discussed and finally came out of an idea.
me, chinbee and peishan in one grp and me, chinbee and sixuan in a separate grp.
we came out from the room and told peishan about it.
and she actually said, "nevermind, i dun nid you" (this is the part she missed out in her post.)
you see,
we practised singing HARD together
and we are now trying to satisfy her by having separate grps,
which is quite tiring for me or maybe chinbee.
and she said, "nevermind, i dun nid you."
this sentence gave me a feeling that she doesn't nid us, she can just go solo.
she dun have us oso can thru the auditions(which might be true).
is like, we are just substitutes to her.
and she is oso the originator of this grp.
she brought us together and said this hurtful sentence in the end.
i walked away and TEARED.
as in my eyes got tears.
sixuan and verna then asked me dun cry and so i did not realli cry,
just tears in my eyes.
this sentence is soo hurtful.
then, she angry liiaos.
she automatically opened the door and went out of the house.
AND
it's sixuan's house.
and she went off without telling sixuan.
and sixuan got angry too.
because peishan shows no respect to her.
okayys,
let me analyse.
actually, if she said okay with the arrangement
when we told her about the splitting of grps,
everything would be fine.
till now i still dun understand she angry for wad.
even say we pangseh her in her post
when she actually said that hurtful sentence to us first and went off rather rudely.
she was actually given a choice: go solo or continue grouping with me and chinbee without sixuan.
then we would have another grp with sixuan without peishan.
which i thought this idea of having 2 grps would be okayy(satisfying to her and sixuan).
but she chose to say that sentence which means she dun wan to grp with us anymore.
so when i saw her post,
at first,
i was realli angry
because she say sixuan act emo
when she never go in the room and hear what sixuan say and see that sixuan DID cry.
(sixuan's isn't a person who would just cry suddenly with no reason.
she would cry when she feel hurt and she could not tolerate anymore.)
and oso say that we pangseh her when she chose not to group with us anymore in the first place.
i realli dun understand.
anyway.
this is not a post to offend anyone.
i just wan to speak my stand.
and write wad i think and just write the whole real story.
i dun noe if peishan would be more angry or not after reading this post,
or hear from other ppl
i hope she won't cos she shouldn't be angry at all.
whatsmore, this thing already happened for so long already.
i think she should just forgive and forget.
isn't being angry at someone for a long time, tiring?
i am trying to forget about this thing
(i'm not angry anymore already, trying to stop thinking about this thing now.)
and continue to be frens with her.
but she still angry with me or rather, us.
i really dun noe wad i should do.
wad a ultra-long post. LOL.
byebye~`
**my handphone revived! hahas. but still siao siao one. sometimes will hang (like how computer hangs). it's still spoilt however. but still able to use temporarily. :D**
♥ 4:14 PM
post deleted just now cuz i guess it's too offensive when i rethink about it.
anyway.
i shan't make things worse.
what the..
my handphone spoil.
it's REAL okayy?
someone should have heard me shout my handphone spoil realli loud today. =P
pls dun call me.
sorry for inconvenience caused.
SHUCKS.
i think i've used the wrong tone to post just now.
i'm so sorry if it offended anyone.
i'm realli SORRY.
i'm getting worried if anyone is offended.
i'm SO SORRY.
SORRY.SORRY.
i'm just trying to make things settle down by saying what had really happened.
and that she should'nt be angry with us anymore.
but i didn't know that i had let my emotions rule over me.
i'm SORRY.
i hope this quarrel wun go on anymore.
i'm getting tired out of it.
and i'm already getting slpless nights cos of this.
i hope we can classmates/frens again.
not enemies or whatsoever.
SORRY for using the wrong tone just now.
and some words relli not mean anything.
SORRY once again.
♥ 8:09 PM
hello there!
nth to write about lehh.
i was realli NOT looking forward to saturday.
me and sixuan gonna be in different cell!!! *CRY*
i WAN learn piano lehhh.
i would be satisfied if i could learn CANON IN D and MY HEART WILL GO ON.((:
siann.
gotta go.
byebye~;
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